Being Romeo......

If I get to live again I would do it with you,

from our very first meeting till the end again.........

She’s soft and simple,

With the brightest dimple,

God must have fought through wrinkle,

In the process of creating such an example.

She’s as fine as stars twinkle,

My heart feels the prickle,

Now I close my eyes and towards her I ankle......

My friends pain…

 All I ever asked for was a life that I can sink into.... Now all that I have is nothing more than a life I no more fit into...

As days go by, I remain gobsmacked for I have lost track of my very own life. Loneliness haunts me all day long as the attachment I once had seem to have eluded.

...I desire nothing more than a heart that can feel my pain, share my sorrow and of all         believe in me when everything turns against me....

I am not weak neither a quitter but I have reached the stage in life   where I can’t stand alone, my heart yearns for a new beginning.

Only in my dream....

I saw you today….

You have grown much prettier than yesterday,

Like in the past for you I don’t even exist,

But for me it seems like I have known  you for decades.

Your eyes speak of your past,your face reflects  your inner beauty.

The more I stare, the more I die……..

For I know I can only dream of you but can never be with you.

Fall all over again....

A walk enough to destine,

Never would I dream in my wildest fantasy,

The angel finally reflected in my heart,

Beauty as the  dickens.

The moral never to be understood.

Dynamic words of her lifts my spirit,

But sinks as the water in the sand.

A fall that was never meant to last,

Engraved her name in my heart.

How can I live on with these stitches,

Endurance, the rope I clinched to .

"Forget the beauty, tame your soul." A voice echoed.

My voice remained unattended for it escalated as an hour passed.

Could I be more passionate in the field than in dream??

The question remains always,

Never to be able to grab onto reality.

I fall here; I fall again and again,

But this time it's all crime,

I promise never to fight again, never to stand again.

God bless me as I fall again.