Sunday, 19 October 2014

Being Romeo......

If I get to live again I would do it with you,
from our very first meeting till the end again.........

She’s soft and simple,
With the brightest dimple,
God must have fought through wrinkle,
In the process of creating such an example.
She’s as fine as stars twinkle,
My heart feels the prickle,

Now I close my eyes and towards her I ankle......

My friends pain…

 All I ever asked for was a life that I can sink into.... Now all that I have is nothing more than a life I no more fit into...
As days go by, I remain gobsmacked for I have lost track of my very own life. Loneliness haunts me all day long as the attachment I once had seem to have eluded.
...I desire nothing more than a heart that can feel my pain, share my sorrow and of all         believe in me when everything turns against me....
I am not weak neither a quitter but I have reached the stage in life   where I can’t stand alone, my heart yearns for a new beginning.

Thursday, 16 October 2014

Only in my dream....

I saw you today….
You have grown much prettier than yesterday,
Like in the past for you I don’t even exist,
But for me it seems like I have known  you for decades.
Your eyes speak of your past,your face reflects  your inner beauty.
The more I stare, the more I die……..
For I know I can only dream of you but can never be with you.



Fall all over again....

A walk enough to destine,
Never would I dream in my wildest fantasy,
The angel finally reflected in my heart,
Beauty as the  dickens.
The moral never to be understood.
Dynamic words of her lifts my spirit,
But sinks as the water in the sand.
A fall that was never meant to last,
Engraved her name in my heart.
How can I live on with these stitches,
Endurance, the rope I clinched to .
"Forget the beauty, tame your soul." A voice echoed.
My voice remained unattended for it escalated as an hour passed.
Could I be more passionate in the field than in dream??
The question remains always,
Never to be able to grab onto reality.
I fall here; I fall again and again,
But this time it's all crime,
I promise never to fight again, never to stand again.
God bless me as I fall again.

Tuesday, 2 September 2014

Inside of me

He looks so perfect,
The mask that he adopted.
Never would any hear his heart break,
Never would any sense his dying passion,
Never would any feel his cold shattered heart.
Since he took so much pain, so much lies,
Now his body so much immune.
He watched her walk by, without a sigh.
Wordless and worthless he.
Yet never did he curse god,
For he felt fate taking its toll.
I was there being his shadow,
My weary eyes cried out loud to god,
Why him and never Me.????
Since I noticed she took sadistic pleasure,
Pleasure in taunting his heart.
She is unethical,
Boldly she takes another’s name to kill him.
But life as it is, she is never to be blamed.
Unknown heart, so she denies.
Now I no more get to meet him.
He left my body with memories,
The last I heard of him was when the wind whispered,
“He walks in the street every day,
Under the illusion of meeting her in the street,
Where he first saw her.”
Tears meet the soil,wishing to revive the old soul.
Yet the dark side is never to alter,
With heart full of regrets,
I bury him, I bury what's inside me.




Thursday, 14 August 2014

Return of Mitty....

The gathering of all odds,
the battle to secure a place.
where fresh faces painted with confidence cluttered,
I was there standing,faking myself to be one of them.
the blooming souls opted to be defined,
I stood there along the line,
gazing towards a masterpiece of god.
Mitty of all generation,
I quickly got lost in the fantasy.
where i be the king and she the queen.
her eyes spoke out the truth,
an angel my heart shouted out.
falling for enemy line it was,
yet I chose to surrender.
hearing the call,I quickly got on my feet.
"yes sir,"was the answer I uttered.
yes,it wasn't a dream,
she was there and me never near.


Friday, 11 July 2014

I wrote this for my immature crush...7 years ago..


First crush.

In middle of night,
In the mid of summer,
In the chilling winter,
In the fading autumn,
In the fresh spring,
I always remember you,
As a stranger you appeared,
As my love you disappeared.
Stood in queue for you….
And I am still living with your memory.
A memory that haunts me all day long
But I believe you will one day be mine.

Monday, 7 July 2014

The fading Shangri-La

Breakthrough of laughter marking sheer joy,
Why disguise in the holy form,
When all is to fall upon as a toy.
Not a single storm arose, perfectly it matched the norm.
Sacrilege act of today, drives away all patriotic soul,
The soul that once stood as a shield.
Seems like the sacrifice wasn't for a long- haul,
Hypocrite stands in queue, receiving sweat less yield.
The wise shall witness the raging fire,
The fire that sets no political paradigm to fit,
Instead, heads towards marking the period dire.
All revealed as hoax promises done with their wit,
Foolishly we placed our hand on the unknown play,
Now we watch the last Shangri-La fade on its way.







 

Sunday, 6 July 2014

The man of darkness.

So far the goal seem,
Yet hunger comes with each meal.
Patience becomes the curse,
Hope a duping star.
When will the horse kick?
When will the crane dance?
It’s all dreams to be dreamt.
Rains join the river,
Raising ego within.
The sufferers ready to suffer,
The believer ready to believe.
Appears as an amiable guardian,
The solemn oath yet to be burned.
The legends rest in their tomb,
In lieu of exposing and exploding.
Surviving myth is paraphrased,
Facade promises brightens the heart.
Yet the prayer still remains,
May the judicious sun prevail.
Out casting the man of darkness.











Conclusion withheld.

The unfolding of myths,
Intimate access to the future
I ought to gain enlightenment
Wisdom or curiosity?
Being bias in favor of wisdom,
Triggers insanity,
Cliche it is to hold onto wisdom.
Curiosity never to alter,
Setting paradigm of greatness,
Easy as it sounds,
Enough for one to lose his perception.
23 years faded,
So far failed to conclude.
All in hand is just a glean on life.
Today I fall with words of my own,
Never to rise till dawn introduces me the truth.
If blood oozes white god shall be my advocate,
Swearing never to stab my back.
The prayers never flow,
Always humble as thoughts.
Under gods watch I close my eye…..